Monday, February 24, 2014

Uncompleted?

Jika umur adalah takdir, maka kebahagiaan adalah mutlak.
- Dhanis. February 24, 2014 -

God, you never promise me a perfect life,
but just stay everytimes by my side and make me to feel safe and peace with peoples that's I love
- forever, ever after -
"Selamat atas terlewatkannya 18 tahun usiamu, angka dimana kamu telah menjadi sosok dewasa dimataku. Setelah hari ini, masih banyak hal yang harus kamu capai. Dan ingatlah apa-apa yang telah membuatmu jatuh di tahun lalu, berupayalah untuk tak menjadi manusia yang merugi hanya karena jatuh di lubang yang sama. Selalu ingatlah kepada sang pencipta, usaha keras tanpa berdoa itu mustahil akan menjadikan kesuksesan kelak. Selalu santun dan taat kepada Allah. Umurmu tak lagi balita, lakukan dan pilihlah keputusanmu dengan hati-hati dalam hidupmu, termasuk cita-cita dan kesuksesanmu. Aku berharap semakin kuat usahamu, semakin tegar dan sabar, semakin semangat dengan janji-janji yang telah kau gantungkan" - Papa
 "Selamat berkurangnya umur adikku, sukseslah selalu. Semoga apa yang kamu harapkan tercapai, dan semoga apa yang kamu janjikan cepat terwujud ya. Makin dewasalah, makin berbakti kepada Allah dan papa mama, jangan lupa beribadah. Amin ..." - Mbak Harni
"Happy Birthday my crazy friend, my bebsky! Selamat ulang tahun, semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu,lancar sekolahnya, sukses karirnya, tercapai cita-citanya. Semoga semua doa terbaik teraminkan ya . Amin, God always bless you bebs" - Dinanood
"Selamat dikurangi usia oleh masa. Semoga semakin menambah banyak bahagia dan berkah. Happy bornday my Best, a tons of good things blessing on you. Maha amin untuk segala doa baik ya" - ClaraDana
"Selamat datang di dunia Kayana Respati Arya,selamat ulang tahun Dhanis. Happy bornday sayang,semoga Tuhan selalu memberkati ya, Amin" - Achen Arya
"Happy Birthday to you mbak bro. As increasing your age, I hope you're be a wise, given by the God what your aspire, and can be successful person in the future. Happy 18th, better than before, Amin" - Masbro
"I always remember all about you, and us. Happy bornday my besties ever, Dhanis" - Erlin
"Happy Birthday Dududku, happy 18th for my best. Allah bless you, amin untuk semua doamu" - Yuknito
"Kamu ulang tahun po bebsky? Beb happy birthday ya, success for your future and everythings, be better too. Close to God, and dont forget to pray in every condition. And i hope we can fly together soon, my beauty stewardess. Amin untuk semua doa terbaik" - Palupiooh
"Happy Bday kamu, semoga semua yang disemogakan teraminkan. Sorry ga bisa kasih apa-apa, cuma ini nih. Download trus dengerin ya nyuk" - Dafiano


That's a half of best greeting from the best peoples too, in my world. And I think, it has complete me now. She is, my old friend, come and close again like before. And there's new peoples around me now. I love them like i love my self, i need them like i need the oxygen for breathing. God, promise to me that you never dissapear from my side, promise to me too if you must safe me and them at every condition, and promise me too if you always bring me to good way and always teach me to be better than before. One more, teach me to little bit forgive all of the bad memories that has begun at past.

God, now i just wanna share the happiness in their life that can makes them remember and maybe be the reason when they smile. For everyone around me, for my best. I felt completed outside today, but not for inside of me. God, bring her to my dream tonight, every night i mean. I miss her smile, her voice, and all of her, I miss sincerely. Maybe it has be the 6th birthday without her, how can I not miss her a lot.

I just wanna see her face today, hear her voice when she say 'Happy Birthday my princess' like she did before, feel her hug before I sleep like she did every night at past.
I just wanna tell her that I had many mistakes to her, i just wanna kiss her foot and say if i love her more than every things in this world, more than i love my self too.

God,
i think you can't bring her back, but i will more happiness if you safe her like safe me in this world, i will more feel better if you hug her with your hand in your best heaven, please safe her at peace with peoples that she loved there. That's i want for my 18th gift from you God. Thank's for every things, I do love you God, more.