On Friday. July 18, 2014
Omedetou Tanjoubi desu Supermomsky.
Selamat ulang tahun wanita terhebat dihidupku, percayalah ada ataupun tiadanya dirimu disampingku, kau tetaplah wanita paling hebat dihadapanku.
Satu-satunya wanita yang bisa menetralisir amarah dan egoku, satu-satunya wanita yang sanggup memapah segalah kesusahanku, dan hanya kau satu-satunya wanita yang masih terus sabar dan perhatian ketika aku membencimu. Sekarang baru terasa, bagaimana sepi dan kosongnya hidupku tanpamu. Walau kadang ocehan kecil yang selalu membuatku muak akanmu, dan sering kali omelanmu membuatku ingin menjauhimu. Tapi percayalah, bahwa tiada wanita terhebat yang bisa menggantikan posisimu untuk saat ini, nanti, dan selamanya.
How's life there mommy?
It has been almost 7 years you gone, but the feel is still same before. Your call, a smile, a laugh, a stupid joke, and everything, is still ringing in my ears. Did you happy there? I always pray for you, and ask to God to send you into my dream every night. Because that is the only way how to treat my lonesome to you, although you never came, i still pray to God, always. I miss you overload, did you know it? did you feel it?
I almost crazy about you, i can't accept if you had to go and never come back by my side. So who else should i met if i going down and lost?
Mommy, believe or not, you're the one only a woman that I love forever ever after. You greatest mommy that i ever had, and then full of sorry if I can't been a good child for you. And now, the realized I loss it all, i loss special something from my perfect life before. Your departure made me knew, if everything will come back to God. From it, i never love too much for someone,cause i scarred to loss again. Am I right?
Although you had gone, you still teach me from the condition. Thanks for always there in me, thanks for always loving me, thanks for always motivated me, thanks for everything you did for me. Now it's time for me to show you, if i can make you and daddy proud to had me.
Mom, i miss you a lot and i love you so deep. I hope you always happy there, rest in peace and i wish you were happy living as my mom. Happy Birthday momsky -kiss&hug-
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